Day 73: I am back

Day 73: I am back! I have fallen again. Sometimes I think we all feel like we are yelling at The Lord saying where are you? We need him and he doesn't answer. But what about when he is yelling at us? I really feel like he has been yelling at me lately. Where are you krystle? I am talking to you and you aren't listening to me. I am guilty. I know God is calling me to follow through with this goal and yet I have been making excuses to not follow through. Well he doesn't want to hear our excuses. He wants to see action. We are supposed to be the leaders of men! What kind of leader makes excuses? Well not this one anymore. Not that I am really the leaders of men type but I get what God means when he says that and I got it. Right now he wants me to follow through with some projects I have been in, including this one! So the goal continues today! Today I received a pamphlet in the mail from convoy of hope with information about what they have been up to. I sent them money when the tornadoes hit in Oklahoma to help with disaster relief. Well I found out they help with children all over the world. So as my first step back towards Gods calling for me right now I plan to donate $10 a month to help convoy of hope feed hungry kids across the world! Where this money is going it says that $10 will feed one child for 30 days! I can't even imagine here trying to even feed my kids one day on $10 much less 30 days. Wow! Well anyways I am back in the game and have projects coming up in my community. Keep me in your prayers as I strive to live out Gods plan for my life!